Kory is almost 10 months old, he’s going to be 1 soon which means I won’t have a baby anymore, I’ll have a toddler. I don’t know where the time has gone, I keep finding myself looking at pictures of him from when he was first born and I miss that whole stage and how small he was.
Although i’m loving every minute of watching him learn every day and grow into the little person he is becoming, I just miss everything about having a ‘baby’. I miss the baby smell, having them sleep on my chest, I even miss being pregnant, carrying a bump, the unconditional love, I love Kory so much my heart feels like it could burst and I know if I ever had another baby, I would love them just as much.
I. Am. SO. broody.
My partner thinks I’m crazy and maybe I am but I just can’t seem to switch off. Everywhere I go I see pregnant ladies or if they’re not pregnant then they’re carrying their sweet newborns.
I just can’t stop thinking about it.
Maybe we won’t have a baby this year or even next year but I know that I will never lose that feeling of wanting and loving a baby, babies are just such beautiful blessings.